crap

This is the first entry I, Brian, am writing that actually might mean something. I just got off the phone with Brittany, the girl who I am madly in love with. She is mad at me, and for a somewhat good reason. I am going to play tennis tomorrow morning, with a girl who I happened to date for a while. It was nothing serious between me and this tennis girl, and we're just going to play tennis. Nothing else. I am not interested in the least bit with her, and I know she is not interested in me. I thought it would be okay to just hang out as friends. I know it might be hard to accept this as a new girlfriend, but I wish that there was no doubt with Brittany that everything is perfect between me and her, minus the fact that I seem to screw up everything. She doesn't realize that I stopped dating this other girl because she was so much better than her in so many ways, and I could never feel the same way about this other girl. I love you brittany. I suck at life. (Look, I'm emo.) The end.